its onli for you

silence........

2009-05-21T19:35:00.000-07:00

i've nothing to sae... juz want ask...

how are u in the new working environment....

miss you

hello

2009-05-13T03:52:00.000-07:00

ur last dae in sgh.... haiz... but i get to see u before u left.. earli in the morning though.... but i appreciate it... sent u a long mail in facebook.... duno when will u get to read it... haha...

have a good call in TTSH......

sleepless night

2009-05-09T14:06:00.000-07:00

i cant sleep... i cant turn my timing back... why i oso duno...

looking thru my face book, updatin this blog, watching tv, there's endless things i can do but i juz cant get u out of my mind... but i assure u my sleepless night has got nthg to do wif you... i want sleep!!!!!!!!!

gimme back my sleep!!!!!!!

emo-ing

2009-05-09T06:59:00.001-07:00

misses all things bout you!!!!!!!!

sadden........

2009-05-07T19:15:00.000-07:00

all good things will come to an end soon... when will it be? no one knows... but it'll be soon...

feels lke expressing my liking and feeling for u before it comes to an end... but no way am i going to do dat.. no one knows wat will happened as time goes by, so i'll let nature takes its course... no point forcing things to happen... i duno if you'll get to come across this blog, maybe never... this is juz a private moment i have for myself to vent my emotions....

4 more days to 1st cry..... will u be there to celebrate wif mi? though verbally i dun want, but deep inside mi i hope u are there.

questions:
will u be there for mi whenever i'm down?
will i be given a chance to have a place in ur heart?
will there be a 2nd chance for us to chat so freely during enitime of the dae?
will we be able to have a photo taken together?

all these questions have been in mi for sometime ever since the day u said wanted to laugh @ mi....

seeing u makes mi goes into tachycardic.. never see u makes mi lost.... on the wae home walking out to the station makes mi wants to see you.... i've never had all these feelings before... is this wat ppl called love @ 1st sight? or "ri jiu sheng qing"???????? i hope its neither....

lost and misses you......

tHaNk yOu!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-05T17:59:00.001-07:00

this is my best night ever!!!!!!!!! though u shouted @ mi in the middle of the night, but the chat wif u in the morning "compensate" it......

finally after 3 weeks i get to see u... though not the whole night but, i still appreciate the 3hrs 15mins.... i'll remember... seeing u having enugh rest and smilin makes my dae...

how can i pass the daes w/o u when u change ur posting? haiz... hope the dae will never come, which is impossible.......

u make my day!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-03T17:51:00.001-07:00

i'll start making myself get use to life w/o you... i know i can do it... jia you!!!

hypoxic

2009-05-01T07:18:00.000-07:00

singapore is now in the orange stage... yes!!! more vitamin c..... DAMN IT!!! its the swine flue... thanks to the pigs dat caused mi to have to wear dragger all the while @ work when in contact wif ppl (except colleagues).....

i cant breathe in taht stupid mask... makes my face itch lke nobody's business!!!!!!!!! SHIT!!!!!! my nights were peaceful.. didnt get to see u @ all.. its been lke 3 weeks.. such a long draggy 3 weeks!!!!!!!!!

appear in front of mi pls!!!!!!!!

supper time

2009-04-29T13:21:00.000-07:00

mysupper time now... 1 hour of resting.... but i'm right here missing you... heard from someone the Mos are going to stay in this institute. should i be happi or upset? i duno wat i'm suppose to do... will u still be here till my birthday... guess that will be the best present ever....

please lie to mi for once dat you're going to stay here till the damn swine is over....

2009-04-29T03:41:00.001-07:00

heard dat u are quite close wif someone... alwaz looking for that person to go for lunch together... OMG!!!!!!! eniwaz, things will be different when u leave... so it doesnt matter bah i guess...

????????

2009-04-28T00:48:00.000-07:00

why do i miss u so much!?!?!?!?!?!

lost...........

counting down......

2009-04-27T17:49:00.000-07:00

1 more week and you're leaving...

my heart sank when i saw dat u are not on call this week, ur last week!!!!! why ah? y am i not given a chance to see u even ur last week... its gonna be a long and draggy week w/o you... guess my birthday wish for this yr will not be fufilled... i onli wanted to have a pic wif you... so difficult meh?

disappointed....

...........

2009-04-25T08:39:00.000-07:00

another week passed w/o you....

extracted 2 teeth yesterday... now i'm juz a "bo geh" instead of an "ah lian".... still can eat lah. the pain wasnt as bad as wat i thought it would be... but after the LA waer off, i started to feel the pain. but of coz i faster force myself to sleep lor.. my sleeping dae mah... was damn shag lah....

eniwaz, i was woken up by a sms yesterday evening... the msg says lke this

"I SAW U ON TV"

OMG!!! i'm on tv!!!! in the news wor.... haha... am proud of singapore and the 2 institute dat was involve in the 1st case in ASIA!!!!!!! i was assisting in the case so they captured abit of mi... haha... onli can see eyebrows la... nthg else... if i dun tell ppl, guess nobody will know its mi bah.... how i wish u were around to share this small little "happiness" of mine... too bad, its juz my imagination onli lor....

where are you??????

2009-04-23T04:06:00.001-07:00

didnt see u todae...

misses you.....

2009-04-19T21:01:00.000-07:00

秘密

总在闭上双眼之后才能看见你
这是一个心中秘密偷偷在爱你
你却不知道有人在想你

总在黎明来临之前我还是清醒
什么时候我才可以进入你的心
好想对你说我正在想你

也许在你的心中早就已经有人进去
或许你不曾接受真正的爱真诚的情
遗忘吧过去的事不要再怀疑
我彷佛可以听见你的心跳你的声音
不要只有在梦中才能看你才能靠近
我可以慢慢的等直到你离去

总在黎明来临之前我还是清醒
什么时候我才可以进入你的心
好想对你说我正在想你也
许在你的心中早就已经有人进去
或许你不曾接受真正的爱真诚的情
遗忘吧过去的事不要再怀疑

我彷佛可以听见你的心跳你的声音
不要只有在梦中才能看你才能靠近
我可以慢慢的等直到你离去
也许在你的心中早就已经有人进去
或许你不曾接受真正的爱真诚的情

遗忘吧过去的事不要再怀疑
我彷佛可以听见你的心跳你的声音
不要只有在梦中才能看你才能靠近
我可以慢慢的等直到你离去

haiz

2009-04-14T19:21:00.000-07:00

this is the 3rd dae you're on leave... 6th dae u're not working.... the total of 6 daes since i've seen you.... misses you!!! eniwaz, the nights w/o u are boring and busy... haha even if you're around, the night is busy too... eniwaz, the night seems long and never ending.....

i put my fren aeroplane todae... suppose to go breakfast wif her, but in the end i did not turn up... juz for 2 words "spoilt brat"... am i considered petty? i juz dun lke ppl calling mi dat... ya, someone did tell mi dat, she means on harm, but @ dat point of time, i juz feel hurt... i can take eni jokes or eni names she gives mi, but not "SPOILT BRAT"!!!! i feel so bad after putting her aeroplane....

haiz... juz hope dat time pass faster so dat i can see u @ work again...

toothache

2009-04-10T23:35:00.000-07:00

didi u managed to rest well?

hey u're finally on call on wed... so nice to see you.. didnt sae HI to you coz was so pissed off wif one of the staff... why should i be responsible for the instrument lost? she should be the one checking her own set isnt it? i forget bout my sets and wanted to try help her to prepare her sets but instead i get the blame... i tell myself if there's her case ever again, i'm not goging to take for her enimore... i've decided to be a selfish staff instead of a staff who alwaz help her to scrub cases....

but there was something that makes my night pretty... u called out to mi when i was sending for case @ transfer bay... it seems as if you've something to sae to mi, but there's someone else around... maybe you've reali nthg to sae to mi... eniewaz, was glad dat i received ur msgs in the evening... brightened up my day as well... but u also told mi dat you'll be on leave till next next week.. sad wor... means i cant see u till u come back on leave... well, its onli a matter of time u going to leave us and proceed wif the other posting.... so, i've gotta get used to nights w/o you....

went see the the dentist on thurs to have my rubberbands on to get ready for my braces... i didnt manage to have a complete meal till todae.... my gums are hurting... buay tahan ah!!!!!!!!!! going for teeth extraction and braces next month... argh!!!!!!!!!! cant imagine how i'm going to survive with onli milk for the next few weeks........

meanwhile enjoy ur holidays...

shag night

2009-04-07T17:41:00.000-07:00

i knew it wun be an easy and relax night yesterday... double tx case in m4... its killing mi... stressful and bored w/o u around to entertain mi... involve 2 discipline... cts and gs... are u sleeping soundly to get urself ready for today's call?

but i've overcome it and survived the night (w/o you) though... everything was in chaos and the other partner was not here till the case started... i was trying to be nice to help her prepare her trolley, but wat i get in return was her APing mi... i can juz let her die up there but i didnt. i dun expect a thank you from her, but not that kinda attitude lor... watever it is, everything did not go on as smoothly as wat it should be... @ dat point of time, how i wish you're around...

hopefully tonight will be a good call for u...

onli you

2009-04-06T19:32:00.000-07:00

i'm here to share things wif u that i dun have a chance to share wif u.... its coz i've no courage to tell u face to face, over the phone or thru sms....